One of the disadvantages of being fat is that if you tell someone you’re fat then most likely they’ll tell you you’re not, resulting in you being pissed off at them for lying to you. However, you know if they agreed and called you fat as well then you’d still be pissed and you’re going to fall apart even harder and never forget it. It’s a losing battle.
Fuck this, fuck my life, fuck everything. I’m pissed I will never be pretty or even remotely attractive. I’m a fat ass who deserves to die. That’s all there is to it.